i get turned on at the sight of my own blood, i really want to cut someone else open and see their organs and muscles and especially intenstines (or do such a thing to myself) (probably won't do either though because i'm not an idiot) and thoughts of both arouse me sexually, and my ex used to cut and burn me which was the only sexual thing we did that i enjoyed really but it's also extremely exciting thinking about being on the other side of that, probably even more exciting. in terms of less extreme things i like my tummy being punched a lot and i like being tickled but i also like to be aggressive when kissing if it's wanted. i want to be a surgeon because it'll be porn all day....